Too much time
What happens when you have too much time on your hands? You may say, lucky you. And you could be right. I used to be busy busy busy but I…
On addiction… But different this time
I had a passing thought today. A little folly of a thought. About how nice it used to be to get wasted when I was bored, frightened, grieving. And then…
What depression looks like for me
A day doesn’t go by when I’m not thinking about my feelings, my mood, my depression. Actually, it’s rare for an hour to go by when I’m not thinking about…
Everyone is safe
Three weeks in, three weeks out. Longer now, but I wrote these words, longhand, after I’d been out of hospital three weeks. I’m typing them now, with today’s point of…
Day 20 – October 20th 2018
I’m still living as a bit of a hermit, avoiding eye contact. The weekends are boring. No group sessions, so I spent today watching episodes of Episodes and LoLing out…
Day 19 – October 19 2018
I admit it: I stopped wearing makeup around the end of week one. Not even mascara. When I look in the mirror, I see a vacancy. Nobody’s home. My eyelashes…
Day 18 – October 18, 2018
I promised myself that I would blog everyday while in here, even if it hurts, or it sucks. So, because I’m a little lost for words today (or I’ve become…
Day 17 – October 17 2018
The first half of today is brought to you by the live version of: https://youtubeembedcode.com/en http://promocode.com.ph/ Well this morning can just go and fuck itself…
Day 16 – October 16 2018
Didn’t get my BP taken this morning. Waking up was hard enough. A nurse woke me at 8.10 to remind me to go and take my meds. They like to…